Arena: A House MUSIC-al

Abel Alvarado presents three scenes from the musical about a gay man growing up in a devout Apostolic family in 1990s Los Angeles

Scene from Arena: A House MUSIC-al, 2019. Courtesy of Teatro Nuevos Horizontes/New Horizons Theatre Company (TNH Productions)

 

Arena: A House MUSIC-al is a coming-of-age story conceived and written by Abel Alvarado, directed by Rigo Tejeda, and produced by Teatro Nuevos Horizontes (TNH) Productions, CASA 0101 Theater, El Centro Del Pueblo, and Councilmember Gil Cedillo. Set during the ‘90s Los Angeles club and party scene, the musical is named after the legendary Arena Night Club, which closed in 2015, and features the House music of the era. The story follows a group of friends during a turbulent decade when HIV/AIDS disproportionately affected LGBTQ+ BIPOC. 

The lead character is Lucio Torrez, who has a dynamic voice and is the music minister in an Apostolic church, where his parents are pastors. When they learn of his closeted relationship with the church guitar player, Lucio’s father gives him an ultimatum: attend EXIT, a Christian gay-conversion group, if Lucio wants to continue to be a part of the music ministry and have a place with his family and church. Lucio’s journey is a story about staying true to who you are and finding your chosen familia. Inspired by Alvarado’s own experience as a gay man growing up in a devout family, the musical “is an homage to our past and an ofrenda, an offering, to the future.”

In Open Plaza’s first-ever playscript feature, Alvarado presents three scenes from Arena: A House MUSIC-al.

 
  • Teatro Nuevos Horizontes (TNH) Productions, CASA 0101 Theater, El Centro Del Pueblo, and Councilmember Gil Cedillo present summer performances of Arena: A House MUSIC-al in Los Angeles, California. The show is made possible in part by a grant from the City of Los Angeles Department of Cultural Affairs.

    DATES: June 17th - July 17th, 2022
    TIMES: Fridays & Saturdays at 8PM, Sundays at 4PM
    LOCATION: CASA 0101 Theater | 2102 East 1st Street | Los Angeles, CA 90033

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  • QUEER AND APOSTOLIC: Executive producer Felipe Agredano talks to script writer Abel Alvarado about his play “Arena: A House MUSIC-al” and their experiences of growing up gay in devout Christian families.

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PLAYSCRIPT

ARENA: A HOUSE MUSIC-AL
(Workshop Production)

Book by Abel Alvarado 
Lyrics by Gabrielle Maldonado 
Music by Ben Larson 
With additional songs by
Daniel Sugimoto and Caronline Benzon 

Image: Scene from Arena, 2019. Courtesy TNH Productions

 

Lucio attends EXIT, a Christian gay-conversion group.

Lucio’s mother Orfa voices her unconditional love. 

The Torrez Family argues over Lucio’s life choices.

 

CAST

[characters in boldface appear in excerpt]

Lucio Torrez: Male, Latino, Gay, 20's, Lead character 
Martin Mendez: Male, Samoan, Gay, House of Mirage mother, Arena Hostess 
Jerry Rodriguez: Latino, Male, Gay, father of the House of Mirage [HOM], and Martin's best friend
Orfa Torrez: Female, Latina, 40's, Pastor's wife, Lucio's mother 
Adan Torrez: Male, Latino, 40's, Pastor, Lucio's father 
Angelica Torrez: Female, Latina, teens, Lucio’s sister 
Gene La Pietra: Male, Gay, 50's, founder and owner of Arena Nightclub and Circus Disco 
Eric Stellar: Male, White, closeted gay, 30's/40's, Founder and Program Manager of gay-conversion group EXIT
Suzen Rivera: Female, 20's, best friend and Fairy Queen, HOM member 
Donna Sanchez: Female, 20's, straight ally, Club Kid, HOM member 
Gilbert: Male/Non-binary, 20's, Deacon's son, Angelicas's best friend, openly gay Apostolic, Lucio's frenemy 
Marcos Reyes: Male, 30's, straight, bouncer at Arena 
Vanessa: Trans, 20's, Black woman, VIP hostess/performer at Arena, Trans Community advocate.
Octavio Vazquez: Male, Latino, Gay, 20's, sex go-go boy, HOM member 
DJ Irene: Female, 20's/30's, Lesbian, Arena resident DJ 
Nick Lopez: Male, Latino, Gay, 20's, HOM member
Johnny Lozano: Latino, Male, Gay, Jerry's boyfriend, living with AIDS, HOM member
Michael: Male, 20's, EXIT member, secretly in love with Erik
Ensemble: Singers and dancers, Latinx and all ethnicities 

 

TIME

1970's/80's/90's/2000's 

PLACE

Los Angeles, California 

 

Lucio Torrez attends EXIT, a Christian gay-conversion group.

ACT I, Scene 3

SCENE THREE
ERIK pops his head out. LUCIO quickly wipes tears away. JERRY and SUZEN walk by with a knowing look.

ERIK

Lucio? You coming in?

LUCIO

Yes, Brother Erik.
(to himself)
Here goes nothing.

(LUCIO walks into EXIT group. GROUP MEMBERS are greeting each other and settling in.)

ERIK

Settle down, everyone, and welcome to Friday Night group!

(holds up pitchpipe)

Let's begin with our affirmation–whose turn is it to blow?

JERRY

I love to blow!

(Some MEMBERS gasp, OTHERS laugh.)

ERIK

(gritting teeth)

Shut up, Jerry!

(ERIK is annoyed and sounds the pitch pipe. 3.”Come Find Your Exit”)

ALL

WE EXIST IN TRUTH, POWER TO PROCLAIM,
WE ARE HERE TO SAY, PRAY AWAY THE GAY, GAY , GAY , GAY
WE COME TO EXIT TO EXIST IN TRUTH,
HEARTS ANEW, ONLY TRUST IN YOU
WE WILL HATE THE SIN BUT LOVE THE SINNER
ANYWAY, COME FIND YOUR EXIT TODAY!

ERIK

Do we have any raving praise reports? Ah, yes, Blaine!

BLAINE

THE OTHER DAY I WAS WALKING THROUGH GRIFFITH PARK,
I SAW SOME DEVIANCE IN THE DARK,
AROUSED AND SO EXCITED, I TURNED THE OTHER WAY, 
GOD, GIVE ME STRENGTH, PLEASE MAKE ME STRAIGHT

ERIK

How sweet the sound! Who's next? Kyle!

KYLE

THE OTHER DAY MY TRAINER ASKED ME OUT ON A DATE.
I SAID, “HOLD ON A MINUTE, FELLA”
“NO, I’M NOT GAY”
WE THRUSTED THROUGH THE SQUATS, AND HE POUNDED ON THE WEIGHT, 
GOD, GIVE ME STRENGTH, PLEASE MAKE ME GAY

I mean, straight! OOOPPSS!!

ERIK

(flustered)

God works in mysterious ways.

I AM STRAIGHT, I AM STRAIGHT 
I AM OH SO STRAIGHT

GROUP 1

GLORY! 

GROUP 2

HALLELUYAH!

ERIK

PRAY THE GAY AWAY,
I AM STRAIGHT, OH SO STRAIGHT, THERE IS NO DEBATE
COME FIND YOUR EXIT TODAY.
COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME COME 
COME FIND YOUR EXIT TODAY

Oh, my lanta, I feel the spirit now! Mr. John, take the wheel!

JOHN

I USED TO BE A DRAG QUEEN, MY NAME WAS MS. JOHN-TAY 
THEN I CAME TO EXIT TO SASHAY THE GAY AWAY
MET MY LOVELY ANNA, SHE’S NOT BI AND I’M NOT GAY

JOHN AND ANA

GOD GAVE US STRENGTH, HE MADE US STRAIGHT.

MICHAEL

What a FAB-ulous testi-

ERIK

Michael! We don’t use the F word around here! Anna, you were about to say?

ANNA

I USED TO LIKE BURGERS AND BEERS EVERY DAY 
BUT NOW IT’S PINK FLOWERS AND SPARKLING ROSÉ 
NO MORE OVERALLS AND BIRKENSTOCKS

ALL

NO WAY!

ALL WOMEN

GOD GAVE HER STRENGTH
HE MADE HER STRAIGHT.

ERIK

YOU ARE STRAIGHT
YOU ARE STRAIGHT
YOU ARE ALL SO STRAIGHT
​​STRAIGHTER THAN AN ARROW
UNLEASHED FROM IT'S BOW
YOU ARE STRAIGHT
YOU ARE STRAIGHT
THERE IS NO DEBATE
NO ONE NEEDS TO PONDER 
JUST LOOK AND THEY'LL KNOW
YOU ARE STRAIGHT
YOU ARE STRAIGHT
THERE IS NO DEBATE

ALL

STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT, STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT, STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT, STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT, STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT, STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT, STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT
THERE IS NO DEBATE

ALL

COME FIND YOUR EXIT TODAY!

ERIK

How about Lucio–you go!

LUCIO

IF YOU HAD ASKED ME A YEAR AGO 
I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU, “I'M NO--

JERRY

Homo?

LUCIO 

BUT AFTER COMING HERE FOR WEEKS
I JUST DON'T KNOW IF I STILL LOVE…

MICHAEL

Is he hot like you? 

ERIK

Michael!

MICHAEL

Ooops, sorry!

ALL

JUST LET HIM GO

ERIK

Whoopsie, Daisy! Take ten, everybody. Lucio, can I talk to you? Take this advice and run with it.

YOU SHOULD NEVER LET THE WORLD KNOW WHO YOU REALLY ARE.

LUCIO

So should I lie?

ERIK 

But of course...not!

WE’RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER,
AND BY TOGETHER I MEAN ALONE.
BUT TOGETHER ALONE IS THE ONLY WAY TO GROW.

LUCIO

(confused)

What?! That makes no sense!

(ERIK leaves to talk to other group members; LUCIO stands alone. JERRY and SUZEN have been listening and walk up to Lucio.)

JERRY

This makes two of us, ya know?

LUCIO

Oh, I'm not–

JERRY

Two Latino's Mary! 

LUCIO

My name's Lu–

JERRY

I'm Jerry. This is my best friend Suzen.

SUZEN

Au-Shantay!

JERRY

Look, don't listen to those closet queens!

LUCIO

Huh?

JERRY

I CAME OUT AT FIFTEEN
MY PRIEST SAID THIS WOULD FIX ME, 
I QUICKLY REALIZED
THEY'RE ALL JUST QUEENS IN DISGUISE. 
‘CAUSE I’VE SEEN,

SUZEN

ENOUGH RUNAWAYS 

JERRY

AND I’VE SEEN, 

SUZEN

ENOUGH PAIN, 

JERRY

YOU'RE NAIVE,

SUZEN

BUT TRUST AND BELIEVE 

JERRY AND SUZEN 

WHEN YOUR HEART SAYS, “FOLLOW ME.”

(ERIK returns and separates LUCIO from SUZEN and JERRY.)

ERIK 

WE ARE STRAIGHT 
WE ARE STRAIGHT 
WE ARE OH SO STRAIGHT.

MICHAEL

(affectionately looks at Jerry) 

STRAIGHTER THAN A BASEBALL BAT 
TOUCHING A BALL, CARESSING A BALL, 
HITTING A BALL

ERIK

Michael!

MICHAEL

(shyly, embarrassed)

Sorry, folks! I just get muy excited! Hit it, boys!

ERIK

WE ARE STRAIGHT 
WE ARE STRAIGHT
THERE IS NO DEBATE
COME FIND YOUR EXIT TODAY

COME, COME, COME, 
COME, COME,COME 
COME, COME, COME

EXIT

STRAIGHT
STRAIGHT
THERE IS NO DEBATE
COME FIND YOUR EXIT TODAY

COME 
COME
COME, COME

ERIK 

COME FIND YOUR EXIT TODAY!

All together now!

ALL 

COME FIND YOUR EXIT TODAY!

(ERIK is ecstatic. GROUP is applauding and riled up, except LUCIO. JERRY and SUZEN mockingly clap.)

ERIK

What an amazing way to end group! Now settle down, you silly gooses! Remember, stay away from Griffith Park, AKA The Meat Market! See you all next week, same STRAIGHT time, same STRAIGHT place! Glory to God for EXIT!

ALL

Glory! 

JERRY

HOLE…

SUZEN AND MICHAEL

…‘Lelujah!


(JERRY and SUZEN laugh and high-five. Some GROUP MEMBERS laugh; some are stunned; Erik is annoyed.)

ERIK

(annoyed) 

Shut up, Jerry!

(As MEMBERS leave group, SUZEN and JERRY approach Lucio.)

SUZEN

Oooh, this one is really green, isn't she?!

LUCIO

(annoyed)

I'm here to find my EXIT.

ERIK

(interrupting)

Jerry, I hope you’re being a good influ–

JERRY

Always a good at it, Maaarrry!

ERIK

I told you not to call people that here! It's so NELLY!

SUZEN

(mocking)

Like you?

ERIK

(hating Suzen)

What's she doing here?

(SUZEN hisses and claws towards Erik.)

JERRY

Someone obviously had fun last night! 

(grabs Eric's wrist)

AHA! Club Tempo!

ERIK

(stuttering)

I-I-I-I accidentally marked myself with a Sharpie at work.

SUZEN

While doing your eyebrows?

ERIK

(angrily, frustrated)

You two are awful! Jerry, why, after twelve years with no progress, do you still come here? Is it just to torture me?!

JERRY

(mockingly)

I’m here to "Exist In Truth"!

ERIK

Get thee behind me, Satan!

(ERIK walks away, fuming. JERRY and SUZEN mock him and laugh.)

JERRY

Lucio, we'll be in the parking lot.

SUZEN

Sssssmoking ccccigarettes.

(JERRY and SUZEN laugh and exit. Erik approaches Lucio.)

ERIK

Stay away from those two, Lucio. And that boy you were talking to before group–

LUCIO

That's so over!

ERIK

Good. Because I see everything!

LUCIO

(annoyed)

I gotta go.

 

Lucio’s mother Orfa Torrez voices her unconditional love.

ACT I, Scene 10

Scene Ten
ORFA on phone in kitchen.

ORFA

Hello, Detective Ramos, this is Orfa Torrez...you found information on my husband's brother? (beat)In 1991–(Gasps)unresolved murdered?! Dios mío, they killed him for being gay? This is quite shocking! Thank you for the information. Adios.

(ORFA stands, stunned and shaken. LUCIO and ADAN walk in, talking.)

ADAN

Here's what I need you to pick up. Nos vemos en la iglesia para que me ayudes.

LUCIO

I'm busy today! Can't the Assistant Pastor help you?

ADAN

Brother Cervantes is busy with his daughter Lydia and soon-to-be son-in-law Ricky.

(LUCIO reacts with pain in his face; ORFA immediately intervenes.)

ORFA

Mi’jo, you know que en esta familia, the House of God always comes first.

ADAN

Exactly! I wish it was your wedding we were planning. I want grandkids!

(ANGELICA comes in with hair-dye product in hair.)

ANGELICA

(sarcastically, amused) 

Lucio married? It ain't legal!

ADAN

¿De qué hablas tú, mi niña?

ORFA

(intervening)

Lucio, go to Home Depot. mi amor, go to the church, and one day we'll have our grandkids!

(ADAN and ANGELICA exit.)

ADAN

(happily)

Dios mio, ¡mándale una mujer a mi hijo! ¡Quiero nietos! 

(LUCO and ORFA have an awkward silence.)

ORFA

Mi’jo, your kids will carry our family name, your dad will pass his ministry and church on to you. These things are important.

LUCIO

What about what I want? And we’re lying to Apá, and this EXIT group just isn't working!

ORFA

Everything is going to be fine. Just keep going to your group, keep trusting–

LUCIO

I want to believe you, Amá. But I'm just not sure.

(LUCIO EXITS. 14. “Love Unconditional”)

ORFA

Now abides faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is...love.

DOUBT IN MY BOY’S EYES 
WATCHING AS HE TRIES 
TO FIND THE MAN INSIDE
HE’S QUESTIONING HIS LIFE 
HE'S QUESTIONING MY LOVE 
WITH NO HAPPINESS INSIDE. 
CAN I HELP HIM SEE HE CAN 
GROW INTO AN HONEST MAN
IF HIS TRUTH IS WHAT I’M TELLING HIM TO HIDE

LOVE UNCONDITIONAL
IS HOW IT’S MEANT TO BE 
TO FACE THE UNDENIABLE
HIS TRUTH WILL SET HIM FREE 
GIVEN WITHOUT EXPECTATIONS
TEACHING ME THINGS I’VE NEVER KNOWN 
IF I GIVE FAITH, IF I GIVE HOPE 
WILL IT ALL COME UP EMPTY
WITHOUT LOVE

(ORFA is taken over by desperation, imagining her children in trouble.)

ORFA (CONT'D)

Ay, Dios mío, if anything were to happen to Lucio or Angelica! To my children…

(LUCIO walks into kitchen, grabs his satchel; Angelica walks in to get water.)

ORFA (CONT'D)

Lucio, Angelica, vengan. You are my children, nothing can ever change that!

I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO 
AND ALWAYS PROTECT YOU. 
YO SOY UNA LEONA,
¡MIS HIJOS NO ME LOS TOQUEN!
 
PEOPLE’S JUDGMENT CAN’T ERASE 
OR WIPE A MOTHER’S LOVE AWAY 
I WANT YOU TO KNOW
I NEED YOU TO KNOW, 
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS 
I'LL NEVER LET GO
FAMILIA IS HOW WE’LL STAY

LOVE UNCONDITIONAL
YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE FROM ME 
TO FACE WHAT I DON’T UNDERSTAND 
YOUR TRUTH I FINALLY SEE
GIVEN WITHOUT EXPECTATIONS 
TEACHING ME THINGS I’VE NEVER KNOWN 
IT'S LOVE UNCONDITIONAL.

(ALL THREE hug, and ORFA brings them in tighter. Lights fade to black.)

 

The Torrez Family argues over Lucio’s life choices.

ACT II, Scene 9

Scene Nine

3 AM. Torrez family kitchen. ORFA, ANGELICA, and LUCIO are eating, laughing, and talking.

ANGELICA

Mom, sorry I snuck out to Arena, pero la pura neta

ORFA

No soy tu amiga–don't talk to me like that!

LUCIO

(laughing, jokingly)

Malcriada! Pégale, Ma! Hit her!

ANGELICA

(eyeing Lucio)

I was avoiding having to go against your word! ¡Más o menos!

ORFA

Ay sí, muy thinking of me! ¡No puedo con ustedes dos! Pero con estos tacos del mentado "Gay Burrito"!

(THEY all laugh; just then, ADAN walks in.)

Adan, mi amor.

(LUCIO approaches Adan.)

LUCIO

Apá, let's talk about this. There's nothing to hide anymore.

ADAN

(calmly)

You continue parading yourself en frente de todo el mundo.

ANGELICA

Ay, Apá, ya va a empezar-- 

ADAN

Y tú te me callas.

ORFA

Save that for later. Right now, this familia

ADAN

Familia? We're being torn apart by lies and the choices my only son–

LUCIO

Dad, it's not a choice, this is who I am. I'm still your son. The one you love going to Dodgers games with. The one you taught to change a spark plug, change the oil, how to make the perfect carne asada.

(ADAN turns away from Lucio. 8. “Running Towards Me.”)

ADAN

¡Pero yo no te enseñé ésto!

YOU ARE RUNNING AWAY FROM GOD
AND DIDN’T I TEACH YOU RIGHT FROM WRONG? 
YOU MEMORIZED THE BIBLE DAY BY DAY
WHAT HAPPENED TO MY SON I TAUGHT TO OBEY? 
YOU ARE RUNNING AWAY FROM EVERYTHING 
YOU’RE RUNNING FROM HIM

ORFA

You are father and son!

ADAN

¡Por el amor de Dios, mujer! Stop enabling their lies!

ANGELICA

You lied, too. You never told us you had a gay brother!

ADAN

I don't! He abandoned us years ago, choosing his lifestyle over us!

ORFA

I hired a private investigator–

(ADAN stands in shock and disbelief.)

ADAN

You went behind my back and did that?!

ORFA

We've never had secrets between us! Ahora los secretos are breaking this familia!

(to Lucio)

YOU ARE RUNNING AWAY FROM US

(to Adan)

AND WHY ARE YOU FORCING HIM TO CHOOSE?

(to Lucio)

REMEMBER YOUR HERMANA LOOKS UP TO YOU 
IF YOU ARE LED ASTRAY, I’LL LOSE HER, TOO

(to Adan)

YOU ARE CHASING AWAY MY EVERYTHING

(to Lucio)

AND YOU’RE RUNNING FROM US

(Time stands still…Lucio retreats to his own mind. Perhaps the FAMILY/CAST sings “oos” quietly in the background.)

LUCIO

WHAT DO YOU DO
WHEN THE PEOPLE WHO TAUGHT YOU TO LOVE 
CAN’T LOVE THE REAL YOU?
WHAT DO YOU DO
WHEN YOU’RE TIRED OF LIVING A LIE 
BUT THEY WANT YOU TO SAY IT’S TRUE? 
WHAT DO YOU DO?
YOU RUN 
YOU RUN

LUCIO & ANGELICA

YOU RUN
YOU RUN
YOU RUN
YOU RUN
YOU RUN
YOU RUN
YOU RUN
YOU RUN

ORFA





DON’T RUN 
DON’T RUN 
DON’T RUN 
DON’T RUN

 

ADAN (SIMULTANEOUS)

WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER?
WHY CAN’T YOU BE A MAN?
WHY CAN’T YOU DO WHAT’S RIGHT 
AND BE THE SON I KNOW YOU CAN? 
WAS I AN AWFUL FATHER?
IS IT MY FAULT, SOMEHOW? 
WHERE WILL YOU END UP
IF YOU TAKE THIS ROAD AND LEAVE US NOW?

LUCIO

YOU RUN

No more secrets. I'm moving out.

ANGELICA

Do it, Lucio. You've got to live your life.

LUCIO

My room's all yours, Sister.

ANGELICA

A room with my own restroom! Yes!

ORFA

(heartbroken)

Mi’jo. Don't run from your familia.

LUCIO

(pulls out letter)

I've been too afraid to give you this.

(LUCIO places letter on table. ANGELICA gasps; ORFA is confused; ADAN dismisses letter.)

Y Amá

I’M NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM YOU
I’M RUNNING TO FIND OUT WHO I AM
AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT DANGER’S WAITING OUTSIDE 
BUT I WON’T LET NOBODY TELL ME TO HIDE AGAIN 
I’M NOT RUNNING AWAY
I’M NOT RUNNING AWAY
I’M NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM ANYTHING 
I’M RUNNING TOWARD ME

 

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